【10】 Yan's death in November&#1230

jianyopu · Wysłany: Śro 19:12, 02 Mar 2011

【10】 Yan's death in November】【Diary (Mr Cooper Magic Man 1177) 11 月 6 日 e fog early this morning it began to fog, the time until the work is still the vast expanse of whiteness of, even more distant lights clear. obviously very far, but as if in front. today did a small test, 19 or more points that got depression, I 40 + I'm around you smiling depression. I'd listen to the song -5 HIM - Join Me In Death visit the website beyond the scope of this site, not sure if it is safe to cancel the visit continue to access the site beyond the scope of access to site, not sure whether to cancel the visit continue to visit safe Ba join me in death Ba join me in death .. . Ba join me in death We are so young, Our lives have just begun But already werre considering, Escape from this world And werve waited for so long, For this moment to e Werre so anxious to be together, Together in death Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death This world is a cruel place, And werre here only to lose So before life tears us apart, Let death bless me with you Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death This life ainrt worth living This life ainrt worth living This life ainrt worth living This life ainrt worth living Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die? Ba join me in death Wonrt you die tonight for love? Ba join me in death Ba join me in death 11 月 8 日 everywhere you look today, the truth novel, which has this to say, a male to a woman to marry him, a woman said: lighter husband abandoned, all in tears, in my estimation could not hold it too long body. it back, to give up hope until the Yellow River it? haha. 11 月 8 日 the other day when the weather pique, set the weather, time each day will receive But no one needs a. self-deprecating. 11 月 8 日 unfeeling man could be so unfeeling , Oh, so no way out, too hard. 11 月 11 日 surface of prosperity, and there is erosion eat today and Xiaohua Zhang Yan. Xiaohua going back to Xiamen, and gone, gone, all good things e to an end. Fortuna y, you can also see above last time. 3 pm more than at home, (still is home it? fragmented) key investigation into the keyhole of a lock switch, and no one?! a look into the room, indeed, empty. breathe the same moment seemed stalled. crazy, repeated phone calls, keep playing, through the well, but no answer. machinery keep pressing the redial button [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not know how many times to play, and finally give up. not covered in that effort, untenable, for it fell to the ground and despair. San Leba, scattered it, go. very pleased, Mr. Chang actually online, or, how do I not have the courage to call him around to meet him. God, and I thought that's that Coast to Coast has. br > Thank you, I smile, a touch. 11 月 14 日 lunch does not set the time traces, rosaline excitedly asked the idea of future benefits. I suddenly feel very frustrated. one's life is such Why, what have to fight, to ask, otherwise nothing. but I hate to fight, ah, ah nothing so doomed. blurted out a word : What is the point alive. almost the same time I feel the eyes in what seems to have be e more. shocked across the WL, the gag and said: look, said to have a great world-weary young out. I have the occasion to laugh a bit. is, and why should it affect our emotions, I do not want to. However, the words e out easier, and the woman said something else is always difficult, because they were too sensitive Anyway, I say good e with you too, ah, huh, huh. 11 月 14 日 according to the established tracks the sudden cold weather the past two days, the cold, but more sober. br > Monday, night, turned off the light, large open windows, sitting on the floor, back against the wall, just sat, looking out of the fog [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], watching the mist Hushanhushan navigation lights, recent tears too much, want to e and fuzzy all around, who can help me. cry to de-force, can not stop the spasms, rapid heart beat, chest, like to blow up the same, oxygen suddenly be e thin, despite what all breathe Da mouth, almost suffocating. pleasure but a kind of liberation. let me go alone. Tuesday, and ZW dinner . , ah, ah actually gone so many years, Zaozhidaojiu ought to see what, see a little time. Z asked me: What do you LG, ah? I paused 2 seconds, do not know how to answer. you defini y did not expect it, Oh, we two will e together. seems still very curious classmates Z Well, Oh, one asked, no way I said: advertising. retarded children, even that did not correlate. Perhaps, in the eyes of friends, the two of us had not the same type of person, should not have any development . Z asked: Do you know how to Faye Wong What now? I laughed, I said: It is said that he told them the pany a 23-year-old girl Oh well. Z follow me laugh , but you see that smile I was in it? carried away, did not let you see me in the eyes of the desert. Wednesday, and ZLY dinner. who is also a long time no see ah. Over the years I had alienated so many people, ah, distraught. ZW see if my feeling is: We are old. then see ZLY My feeling is that: the original can also be life so young. feels like back to years ago, but where there are not the same. Yes, state of mind. time we work together with the tour, and now we are to smile. superficial, and are put down. not without envy, through so many can still be cool with the young forward, is really a sun Pathwalker. I can not do. smile shaking his head, and I say that I like the cold, I want to walk around, looking at ZLY got, walking the road I'm alone. intentionally or unintentionally, said, talking about death, smiled and said maybe tomorrow I will die out, not say I did not say in advance Oh, I have already notified the. ZW wrote: I now feel short of death, and soon forgotten. I laughed and said: old, ah, so pretty good. geese had no trace, Yela silent, the wind disappeared, to the shadowless clouds. light so I quit and death like autumn leaves. Although not the most beautiful time, but Fortuna y, I have no wrinkles, Oh, very happy. 11 月 15 日 confrontation between body and mind tired, body aching, numb the eye, the upper and lower eyelids fighting, but can not sleep because work. is a sleepless night, night singing a one-man show [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], they know of only repeating the face of a man with a night of divorce. this man, in the morning 5:30, with the look of constipation-like, said to me: I really do not know how to do, I go home with my dad to get better for What? disheartened. waved his hand, You feel free, when I limit the action had interfered with your What? do one up on the confused look of the Jour-like, now having an affair is to you, insist on divorce are you, a good Why? The sad thing is that I ah. ah life is really hard, really hard. alone on the balcony, the cold wind, smoke their hands to such a laugh out of. I'm really good vision of it, so cowardly a man, but a firm to extra-marital affairs and divorce men. her head in a 28-year-old is also looking for a man my father cry, really, is my pick for What? It seems I am a previous life it really is a sin. Ha ha. recognized, ah, I really accept their fate was. Come on, I close my eyes, looked up, what kind of result, I have accepted. 11 月November 15, the snow is still snow in June? nothing to say. nothing to say, nothing to say. a short news of the morning. together one meaning: You have to good sense, you do not play, you toss us. twice what I really want to laugh, really Well how are their children. out what problems are the fault of others , his son is perfect, always right in the. the original wrong is me, is me, crusade against it, if the crusade I can make you feel ease of mind, then, spoils the son for such non-objective father, I do not want to say anything. told his son to a father's like, I really confused, living longer and return, and the forward and let people take a short message of a curse ah. even people first provocative, but also tolerance, ah, Chenggang Bǎi Rěn can not you? wrong to say more and more people ling their own stories, no matter how many say, is my wrong. good, I was good from head to toe, wait for a lucky star, bad, I was absolu y wrong wrong thousands to quickly be e a sinner. does not matter ah, go ahead, whatever the truth, I have a clear conscience is a. believe it? people do, day in watching. let everybody fortable, what is so that everyone fortable ah? apart from anything else I have to go obediently signed the divorce, and consequently does not refute the Han do not say that you fortable out on the right? the final analysis, not because of extra-marital affairs, but the affection, but from the beginning that we would be inappropriate, multi-ah good grounds for divorce. Duoshu Tan ah, you really is fortable, and all of your mind along the. me laugh out of breath, my tears came out happy. 11 月 16 日 weather today is sunny br > From the first time I saw this sentence, it is like. sunny but cold, just as the sun, though bright, but did not feel the warmth. home yesterday, (no, not at home, where it is a temporary residence) empty, up today, only I am a person. want to laugh. but only feel tired, weak, de-force. 11 月 19 日 cough cough, sore throat start from Saturday, Sunday began to cough, cough, unable to control, but a cough to a sore throat, chest pumping even with pain, covered with cold sweat, only dare what about the cough, cough not dripping fun, can not stand. really suffering, hands and feet be e soft. mother on the phone, I only said a cold, did not dare say anything else, for fear they worry sister called and said I only smoke more cigarettes, and not say another, chat with friends, only that a sore throat, turned to the last to do everything their own anti- way to go. 11 月 22 日 winter es calmer these days, every day, laugh more and more, deep down, they are one of calm. sometimes think , this state very terrible, the surface can be laughing, kind of laugh and a brilliant, could be bottom of my heart, but have not the slightest smile. hope I can really laugh, or cry Ye Hao, happens to be, be excites ripples Jakunen Bansi. as indifferent to the heart can only smile and watch the world. 11 月 23 日 sickness one day at 4 am Friday Sunny point of time awake, feel so hot, severe headaches, hard covered with blankets, hazy feel the brawl between the sweating. 8:00, their teeth called and leave, leaving the phone asleep wake of the personnel. slept until noon, only felt with spirit, he climbs up to e and go to the hospital, opened the medicine, opened the day leave to return home. some medicine and went to sleep, 3:00 When the phone rang more, I saw a mother's cell phone number, a bit puzzled. pick up to know, Mom and Dad know that I am sick, do not worry, e and see. also brought my mother a big pot of red fruit juices, clear fire, and know that I like to drink, came to boil. from the outside to get in, cool, sweet and sour, has been flowing into the heart, want to cry. parents take me home to raise them that rest and recuperation, really want to go back, but then I thought, not a, I go back, for several days without a phone call Faye Wong, the parents can not doubt What? why they added to the trouble? I sleep quietly to a person. put them away, and fell down and slept, 7:00 short message when the weather awakened me. body or soft feel soft, as if stepping on cotton in, open the puter, while the brain still awake when the small talk with friends. a look, really is not online Faye Wong. today's big weekend , went out to play with the new love Tony. aside my mouth smile, told me how busy usually more busy, in fact, do not mind it. from his own things away, I have lived a man 1 week, was also ill for a week, it really is not my lover. 11 月 24 日 suddenly Saturday sleep up no trace of negative feeling better , think also, the heart so heavy, the disease can be better when pigs fly. in the room and turn, do not know what to do, open the drawer, casually shuffle, passports, exit permits, have only my own share, to it alone, without lying in the drawer. always felt something was lacking, and rolled, and suddenly, book! It turned out he In addition to his clothes taken away, also took the passbook. afraid that I pick out ah? really suspicious mind it. Pathwalker What is this, not so much has been spent on my money, not saying all these years, have not had a penny of the home, also do not say to go with me to Rome for the euro and the new love to play, even took the book, can I will be taken out of the money themselves to fragmentation? at this time, I think the only absurd, just want to say: What a bastard. 11 月 25 日 overcast Sunday dreams and SMS throughout the night tossing and turning in the past, to a 6:00 a bit sleep daze, suddenly dreamed he lay on the floor, wrists bleeding, her sister and so anxious at the door, until Faye Wong opened the door and took me to hospital, but unable to save up for sleeping King. covered with white sheets to see that they have been introduced to cry when her sister's face, see your head of Faye Wong, also seen many friends, and, well, also saw then suddenly woke up, looked at his watch, just after 8:00, no sleepy, smoke the same voice to pain, Although it is known that to avoid tobacco and alcohol, or a point. dream scenes very real, like really happened, my heart, strong intractable do not know what kind of mood. lying quietly, the phone rang, readily opened it, Faye sent, and some doubts. cold, wear more clothes. still working you? The thought of it pay. winter? wear no clothes but also how, sick so long you know. work? on and not on what can not work, you keep me? I Chibi smile, do not want to return. and thought, the number issued in the past, now what do you think to get peace of mind, why I mean it. everything in this house are you, back off the or my sin Why not. 3 minutes later, another message came in, only one word cover. this word to make you feel the responsibility to do so to get you the right, as to how the facts, I would not consider. 11 月 25 日 sunny Sunday afternoon to meet an appointment with the 8-woman, and he came today. about 12, I 11:45 to, so this pig for 1 hour. go Longbo dined, and then take a small A, phone, go to KTV meet. find no trouble in the past, after all, has also been the official park site, I suppose I was not, at any rate it mixed for 4 years. see a small A, and the legendary Western MM, and a far cry from the way I expected, however, still do not like her, it might be a generation gap. (laugh, I like and everyone has a gap) 8 woman asked me, do you really want to resign? quit going? I said, ah, it was too tired. which do not want to go, tired, to rest. 8 woman asked, l Eupolyphaga you go yet? how do you two ah? I said, slightly raised, and he probably knows it. After all, he has his own life planning. Oh, actually, I omitted a few words, the original words should be , he has his own life planning, in his planning, there is no me. 11 月 27 日 I Ching Primary Three of the yesterday morning, Tuesday, Faye Wong to me Message: My pany puter is broken, collapsed. home, there is the word power, right? still have to eat at noon, when looked at on a table Zizi braved the smoke, suddenly there is a split second heart calm. these days without the pressure of me, life is very nourishing it, Prove yourself, then sent him a message: Your fat bar recent message back soon, stomachs. You lost it. it? can know how to do?) ) What? ; you ask me to eat shellfish live it out. What's more, people to meet with you, it is estimated it needed to talk to someone leave. a piece of paper certificates in their eyes What kind of, ah, ah What kind of moral standards, you are counted in their eyes what ah , nothing is, at most, be considered a barrier. people it seems, you destroy other people happy is what primary three. silent smile, and tossed her the phone to the drawer, severely criticize yourself, you deserve your cheap, SB home, do not die waiting for what, etc. What other charity? happens this time horizon R Cheung, the popular website then sent. I just feel a little bitter look, perhaps you just look at a bustling, up indignation what, scolded two shameless. in me, but the similarity is purely identical, this personal pain, Oh, someone is really difficult to understand. eyes looking at web pages, but could not help but think of Faye Wong, for the East side and his affectionate, while everyone keeps saying, and nothing to do. just because I said, if a third party not because of the emergence, I unconditionally agree to a divorce. Oh, the pain is intense ah. visit our Web site beyond the Station range, not sure if it is safe to cancel the visit continue to access the site beyond the scope of access to site, not sure if it is safe to cancel the visit continue to visit 月 27 日 11 in West Pan film and estazolam tablets diazepam tablets I now have about 70, estazolam tablets I have 20. Inter that may be lethal 30. assumptions I eat at 2:00 100, to 9:00 was found, I have already seen the LORD. 11 月 28 日 meet again on Wednesday, the underworld clear Almost Zhengsu not sleep last night, still hale and hearty in the morning to go to work, one day I was thinking, want to see Faye Wong side. until 18:10, before his mind, even if the dead horse live horse medicine bar, always desperate look, if you can do? walking down the road, still not sure, if he has new love and work out how to do? If he does not want to see how I lied do? this assumption until I stood on the 17th floor, Bright China Chang when they are still repeated, around, es around, in front of people in and out and out, I finally a heartless, a bite, to find someone to help him out. waited half a minute, as if half a century for so long, came out and said the man did not see, so I went looking for, br > unprecedented cowardice, afraid to enter. afraid of the final result is that he has already left the office. feel then. Fortuna y, he is still. exception of meal time to be a beer, because I am not sure, to be the last meeting it, I hope can be found Jiu Jin, to say what my heart. look up at some raunchy, some of my surprise, got freedom, not the high-spirited, Yao ? know what to do, only focusing instead on drinking. heard him say, he has been living in my parents home, my heart is joy, at least physically, he did not betray, br > heard him say, and remorse for my thoughts, my heart is sour, after the storms must have the rainbow Why? said to him, I am waiting period is such a vague hints, not know whether he can understand, told him that my last wish is, the crisis is over, so to say, do not know whether he understood my mind. said with a smile, your future unlimited future, he said I In Bie bad idea, everyone knows, this is what I am proud of you, He said that the spirit of the increasingly fragile and can not afford any fight, I asked, what happens if there is bat? good things feast, out of the door, turn around, corner before turning back empty streets, as my imagination, it is not my hope, good e. last January. magic about suicide Yan Mr Cooper issued the same day off all 12 news articles mm 【1】 Beijing female white-collar workers jump detonate the entire work for Love (Magic Mr Cooper Wen 1186) 【2】 Media: Yan exposure of third party pictures suicide death blog User triggered controversy (Magic Man Mr Cooper 1185) 【3】 colleagues: Yan process and the truth of suicide (Magic Man Mr Cooper 1184) 【4】 Yan Yan's sister wrote a memorial article (Magic Man 1183 Mr Cooper) 【5】 man together with his current pany and third party issued a statement (text of the magic Mr Cooper 1182) 【6】 square users: summary of events and views Yan (Mr Cooper Magic Man 1181) 【7】 Anti-party User: Yan death with an open diary blog is anti-social behavior (Magic Mr Cooper Wen 1180) 【8】 User Analysis: Jiang Yan's death: the first N sub-model of the murder (the magic Mr Cooper Wen 1179) 【9】 Yan's death in October】【Diary (Mr Cooper Magic Man 1178) 【10】 Yan's death in November】【Diary (Mr Cooper Magic Man 1177) 【11】 Yan's Death Diary】【December (magic Mr Cooper Wen 1176) 【12】 Yan sister's public statement (Mr Cooper Magic Man 1175)
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