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You gave me a robbery, I returned to you in a difficult
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his city if a person does not run into a calculation of the heavy rain it will become cold, so I watch the weather forecast is on time and being told when the rain will bring an umbrella people.
in this strange city where I am attentive to their own arrangement of a nest, although it does not feel at home, but many times it will be like a hospital, makes me all the more treatment outside the record.
It is very simple, bookshelves, computers, beds, windows. Also in the high floors.
another and love one I love my woman, even though, I still say he is a stubborn man. Maybe sometimes alone is such a unique ability, when you lose it when you feel you fade the protection of your most important color, and then will begin to panic, so I will continue to cling to the wall rather than choose her. Because maybe one day she will leave me, I'm afraid so I could no longer rely on the habit of standing up to, but the walls are loyal.
I try to keep to herself and her ambiguous status, so as not to disrupt the normal life of my order. In fact, I deeply understand the field from her back and forth through the heavy rain that arrived in front of me when I had whom are mad, my brain did not tell me why my retina so easily accepted this strange woman. In fact, many things can be very easily and there is no reason, but you do not want to admit it, in a strange lot you will think you are nothing, a nothing that he's proud of the people is very important.
But then the day I no longer watch the weather, because I know there will be a person on behalf of me, and will hold up on time for my head comfort. So for a long period of time my world is not as good as the previous chill, because there are individuals will carefully erect a shield to ward off those who like Jianzhen you like rain, so the sky will soon clear up, and as before so much lingering sorrow to cry.
fact, when I put myself more prepared for a patient's attitude to seek her refuge, I see myself as a fantasy but a special trip to drop her Firestone met an angel, folding wings, you need her to love slowly to mend. I took the foil with the blood of the arms stood quietly in front of her, smiling at her and said, I'll give you a long time. And then collapsed in her arms, so she picked me, take me home.
17 buildings, a great wind, large chunks of wind swept frantically ring came to the empty room, the curtains dance a good look at the tassels out of line, turn the computer screen has been divorced from the reality of the red and blue and yellow , no diary archive spy with the wind page.
whole picture of loneliness in the bleeding.
I crouched on the windowsill looking at is the red light burning city, to be affixed to the bottom of the night to the boil.
squat is a very comfortable position, do not sit idle and ya like Italy, it is filled with a sense of vigilance, ready to escape. So no matter where I am willing to squat, even in love.
I do not smoke, smoke in the dark magic emanation into the illusion that makes you think that the world is not real, it is a symbol of sluggish, in fact, cigarettes are not going to suspend your emotions, it is only in the lead You fall into a long-planned, or death.
So I chose music, use it to paralysis quietly thoughts, I can imagine those black notes read music through out my head down into the flow of blood to my heart, and stimulate my heart, I understand that I still alive, and a very exciting live.
often do not sleep one night just to wait to see a morning, in fact, waiting for dawn is a very sacred thing, I can feel that they have a believer in the mind to observe some of the darkness of endless daylight is white kill clean.
and she would sit quietly beside me playing with her hair trying to get my act of these non-normal human, to accompany me to the morning silence. Occasionally I would glance to look too far down this quiet woman, with a nice attitude she accompanied her words with a silent lover and I love you, I always looked at her eyes when staring in front of a flowing unknown color, it was all about the color of the birth, she was pregnant, how can we bring a new joy of her lover.
I like this feeling, but I wanted to escape. After a lot of things that God give it time it will turn bad arrangement, which decay into a scary thing to have to make the eternal separation down.
before a stranger I've never admitted that she and I have to do, as if we rented a room just two pedestrians, who have the responsibility of no one, so it can not be owed.
later in a usual afternoon bus home I was suddenly in a strange site to get off, then get a group of strange train, went to a city I can never understand. Brewing over the Rangers might not call to flee. Two hours ago, I stayed quiet company also handled the file, then I'm going to a city I do not know I would not know.
the way I threw the phone card, which although not a start, but it must be brand new.
I do not know how many people will try to find me, contact me, I doubt anyone will even notice that I disappeared. I am so sad pity of himself, a man may not know what I seen, so this game will lose its entertainment value.
arrived in the small city I try to search with familiar atmosphere, but I regret that all cities have been laid in my heart a strange branding, never familiar with before. People always like to make their own tragic futility after doing some bad things also.
still the same night, a continued and maybe the wait, but you can not unaccompanied. Then I began to think she, like the one who can accompany me no reason to wait for daylight devout man, a seat in the raging storm, when the entire city from the back to open an umbrella for you silence people who do not presumptuous to ask you a past and perfunctory your future man, a just silence in dust around you, do not thump the dirt from choking.
I began to regret the escape, I began to complain about the defector, I began to regret the separation.
I plan to return back home that has become a place from the nest.
on the way back I may have a woman in meditation, we have spent time in the window sill looking forward to the return of her lover, and then took her to church for the blessing of the world, into the marriage, accompanied him to the Holy Land tired of people slowly melting sweetness in these years, to the setting sun.
panting breathing after I get off the air, which mixed with her body temperature of the atmosphere,jimmy choo south africa, a burst of distant familiar. Then I smile and laugh, and I said, I'm back.
her death is not surprising to me after all the bad news, but I chill in the face of her eyes still felt very sad, I do not know that she is with infinite regret with hatred and eventually died or dies.
in her last but wait until the time I leave a heart-ming.
I never missed such a clear understanding that the term is so piercing people.
in the claim body when the police practice of asked.
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for her rain I've been kind of special feelings, as if interspersed in those red drops of water in the article felt like a fish jumping solo walk, to the joy of my swing. So I like the disheveled free world in the wet.
echoed in the reinforced concrete structures from the forest to hide a lot of weak heart, they carefully disguise, to seem like a sturdy paper tiger. Labyrinth of numerous roof together I do not know how many years away, but I still can not go out, so I had to keep walking, keep.
This is a place where there is no blue sky, every inch of each of its points are pathetic.
then I spend my time split into two pieces, looking and waiting.
be a man, his smile take my hand and lead me out of the maze in the fall, and then destroyed in heaven with us.
until I met him, that wearing a clean white shirt holding an umbrella stand on the rooftop overlooking the city is about to drown in the rain man. His disdain like a God, and the piercing eyes, cold look, and goes slightly upturned mouth like a mockery, I think maybe he is not in this maze of dirty, and he will let me leave this place down.
which I believe endless.
often blindly trust will let you regret for life.
So we love, but love people is not sad, though we do not Xuan's tacit understand each other's mind, he is still unwilling to acknowledge this indisputable fact, that betrayed the fact he is not terrible, But we forget that after the drop stubborn fondly betrayal.
his vulnerability is not willing to speak out, so he always refused to put a firm barrier to all things so close to him. So when I spent my life I have left to find the time to wait. I am waiting for him to accept me, and I am waiting for my drive to lead the vast land of happiness.
smile I told myself, and so on, only, but also just.
I think there will be such a day comes, so I exercise in the heart of the numerous times to face the day with a smile how to appreciate, but do not know when the smiling more and more bitter.
he does not smoke, does not drink, he likes to wear a clean white shirt, light scattered in joy when I found him this man is so clear, but why his eyes always a hint of an intense blue precipitate , from the thick ice.
he still spotless, I could not pressing him to admit love me, perhaps to the day he was really dirty. He likes the high
crouched on the windowsill to take on the headphones to be cold cold cold can of coke to meet the dawn one does not belong to him, I know he was cold, I decided to stay quiet The expression of the sound next to her I do love him, I want to tell him I'm here anyway, so at least you can warm it?
I always thought that my presence to bring you a new dawn, did not think you are still happy to wallow in your well-appointed sleeping alone in the blue ocean.
He said he hated the rain, they beat on the body will be very painful, they are used to prove the city life is lonely, depressed black people they will let the excitement of the original thin zero.
like rain so I would prefer silence to comfort him hold up the umbrella that would not let him continue to upset the rain at the end of these hateful.
some tears like diamonds will be expensive, he says he loves his pride better than he loves me.
some people will be cheap like glass tears, I said I love him better than he loves me proud.
He insisted that all that I have to insist, otherwise I will lose the right to love him.
I'm waiting for his wake, and then take me out of this suffocating the other person space.
Then he disappeared, there is no reason.
I frantically looking for him, I have lost their lives to find the time, so waiting time can only be converted into folded looking, keep looking.
However, everything is just futile.
I began to question, perhaps he does not love me, I began to hate, I bet all the time just waiting to say goodbye not even a separation, I started crying, all the love in the exhaustion of his When I found him I could not even pity himself will not.
17 buildings, a great wind, the city crumbling, shattered the night. I sat in the window overlooking the crowd below, that he is very far away from downtown, lighted and no one I lit a lamp, all the popular stories are escape abuse separation.
perhaps? This is the life?
I think I might be hard enough, I still need to find. But God said my time had run out, I only have to borrow with their lives. I just want my happiness away from the more recent point, it is not 17th floor, so I jumped from the window, hoping I can fall together into earthly vanity.
as bleak night, but have not had the next morning.
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