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"Bite Ling Ling... " , I just am crossed into the door, the phone rang, "Hello, which? Which??
"... it is me, " I one terrified, how, ... how can be her, "I, i... tomorrow, ... it is good to will come out tomorrow? In that cafe... in the evening 7: 00, I have a word to say to you... "
"Good [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I knew... "
"Will see tomorrow... "
"Toot toot toots... "
I lie on the bed, how to also sleep not to wear: Tomorrow ah, why will her as it happens make an appointment with me to go out tomorrow? What will she tell to me tomorrow? ...
I was asleep in bellyful doubt...
But put in doubt 's charge questioningly. The following day, I prepared well, go repairing a hair, the 600 multivariate says to prepare me to be worn in necessary and social situation only suits that took out that old Mom to just be bought to me, what to still have? ... alas, date for the first time, hard to avoid is a bit nervous, be afraid of... was opposite, still have...
I will spend city, the brightest rose that picked to leave -- although was knocked 20 yuan by firm of unscrupulous merchant firm, but...
It seems that everything prepares appropriate, those who remain awaited only...
Really endless await, with respect to 12 hours, can be opposite I, resembling however is lifetime...
Had eaten dinner hurriedly, my pop-up bicycle, ground of too impatient to wait comes to that cafe, 7: 00 difference 10 minutes, she has not arrived it seems that...
I walk into cafe, a service gives birth to accost: "Gentleman hello, excuse me a few? Excuse me a few??
"Two, " I chose the one horn that relies on a window to sit down, wanted coffee of the one hill austral the cup. Outside the window, today's weather is very good.
Wait ah etc, fast 8: 00, still do not see her figure however, how to return a responsibility, ...
Grasp the rose in the hand slowly lop first...
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"Gentleman your name? "Gentleman your name??
Strange, this service is unripe ask me what the full name does, but, I still told him according to the facts.
"Oh, miss Jin says she has temporarily the issue comes not know clearly. Miss Jin says she has temporarily the issue comes not know clearly..
"What? " the ear that I believe myself scarcely, I stood, a bit excited, "What do you say? You say again! You say again!!
"Miss Jin says she has temporarily the issue comes not know clearly. "Miss Jin says she has temporarily the issue comes not know clearly..
"Be, ... be, ... " my this ability sits down decadently, "Come not know clearly, ... come not know clearly, ... " I am reading aloud repeatedly.
"She lets me send word to you, still pass on of a letter gives you. Still pass on of a letter gives you..
"Give me quickly... "
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Open the envelope of that white, I spread out that letter with the hand that trembles slightly...
"Ala:
How do you do? I know this is a bit abrupt to you. But I still cannot face your sentiment to me really now. So, today, i... excuse please.
Giving you to write this letter is to want to let you have a deeper knowledge to me.
I am by my Mom skill is raised in one's childhood big, until went up elementary school 3 grade, my pa just come back from army. My Mom is very able, very firm. Perhaps be the effect that suffers her exert a subtle influence on, when encountering a lot of difficulty, I very the force that naturally chooses to rely on his will solve it, had rejected a lot of helps innocently of purpose. I this year 20 years old, also was used to this kind of choice. In me all round have a lot of the sort of delicate schoolgirl, the care with need constant others is caressed. But I am not [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], if became in that way, also not be me. Thank everything what you do for me, a lot of time make me good touch, but not be to be on individual feeling, in that way I can be loaded do not rise! My believe in " freedom and liberate " , if of two people sentimental meet to what should rely on to secure come hold together, that, still have continual necessary?
I am written down is from second year in high school when begin somebody to chase after me, experienced a few things to make me progressively and mature rise later. I once had period of time to had drifted with the tide, but anyhow is seasonable and penitent later, dodder along ground went now, look round now look, discover a lot of mistakes are necessary however, that is to grow certain course. I am very glad that I went today this one pace, to those forereaches my schoolboy can be faced with a kind of the commonnest state of mind. But to real love, I had not found a sense to now, so I...
I had read a word before: ' the sound that spends is the most beautiful sound ' the day that I often still yearn for high school now, although it is dry, but simple however and contented. Take an examination of actually attend a college this result is far to me the course that did not pursue this result is important. Contrast lives two kinds, I discover I let a lot of flowers blossom as scheduled now, but, leave so that do not have soundlessly to cease however. So, what I take seriously is the evaluation of own heart. This kind of evaluation won't suffer the interference of the outside. I pursued in case the plenitude that oneself want, although outside little somebody admits, I am thriving also like that; Conversely, although get affirmation, me also won't happy. I am seeking a path that belongs to my now, so, I cannot give you likewise any acceptance perhaps assures, need not say ' love ' , connect ' like ' 2 words also hard open one's mouth. I am discreet to it, because,be only, once I decide, can comparative devoted. You, understand...
Excuse me today's [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], ! !!
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I pack up that letter cautiously, take this to be raised then send the rose that does not go out, left that cafe...
Be, "The sound that spends is the most beautiful sound " . I, this is how, how be casual between lost ego, lost way, lost, progressive goal... my ideal, my life, my, love most...
Return the home, I sent the rose that does not go out to take in that letter and that in an elegant box.
Turn on desk lamp, I develop a piece of letter paper:
"Jin:
Hello, thank your today's letter, thank you to let me look for ego, excuse me today's please, ? I should say to you... "|||I had held that letter, shut desk lamp gently, silently, a person sits in darkness...
For a short while, sadness and gratified emerge together mind, if lot already was a kind of happiness no longer, is escaping best choice? ...
I feel wind is heated up only...
Push a window to look, month, the circle looks to itself. Without a wind, whole world is soundless...
I do not know how to should say, actually, when receiving your letter, my heart is faint painful. You, know...
I know to do not have which girl is the lover that is destined in my life, whether will the acceptance that does not know you today as me come true tomorrow, why to encounter one bark when you when pure and transparent Chi Shui, do not wish however silent You Yi, is this you?
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I cannot think of, the arrival that hits meeting one after another...
A rain yesterday, I was not cared about -- begin to just cough, I took a bit drug, cannot think of, had done not have a few days, unexpectedly...
Eventually, I entered a hospital, from the expression of the illness that accentuates every day and doctor, I appear already faint what be aware of...
My illness is weighed one day than a day, myself also was not guessed -- a day till 3 lunar hind, I feel laryngeal one heat, cough up gave posse blood, I know eventually... belong to me, already not much...
Below my strong demand, the doctor agrees with me to leave hospital one day eventually...
I come to that cafe again, still sit in old place, silent, a person, drinking me to like most south hill coffee... outside the window, sunshine still bright...
My gently stroke is worn coffee cup of pottery and porcelain, did not notice so, everything here is so beautiful: There is a snow-white table linen silently on transparent vitreous tea table, in a dark small vase [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], a beautiful red rose stealthily blossom, a white coffee cup and an argent small spoon quiet and detailed and ground are looking at me...
I drink last coffee silently, paid a money, bowed to the boss: "Thank, I like you very much here south hill coffee, I want to bother a thing, tomorrow night 7: 00 meetings have a girl to come to here, she calls Jin, give her this letter pass on please, thank! " ...
I gave that cafe, visit booth directly, dialed a telephone to her:
"Hello, jin, tomorrow night good to that cafe? My some words want to say to you... remember [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], tomorrow evening 7: 00... "
I did not wait for her to reply, dropped a telephone call. Face about, went up a cab...
I, did not answer a hospital, I know to belong to me, already not much... after an intense idea contends, I ascended south the train that go...
"Toot -- toot -- ... "
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