uuboot62
ORANGE EKSTRAKLASA
Dołączył: 07 Paź 2010
Posty: 568
Przeczytał: 0 tematów
Ostrzeżeń: 0/5 Skąd: England
|
Wysłany: Śro 13:14, 08 Gru 2010 |
|
|
The mother begins night not a home to return to. All night outer with mahjong of friendly all night of a few cards, play to just come back at 56 o'clock in the morning bath is cleaned, carelessly eats breakfast to go to work, chess card room goes directly after coming off work. such, from meet last time, I already tens of days were not seeing her.
Father tells me, the mother does not have method to make his quiet to come down [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], do not have method to enter Mian. Want feeling leisure only or close an eye [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], brain can emerge that pair of picture, tormenting her, for a long time cannot drop off.
After happening from that thing near many months, the mother has not been at ease. When I still remember receiving a mother to understand a telephone call then that day [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I am in a company, listen to also did not feel how, comforted a few to hang a phone, continue the job on the hand.
This kind of ending, I am not accident. Just the kill is some quicker, let my some shocks more or less, most feeling is unfixed, what one kind is disengagement and come is relaxed.
Unthinkable all the time face a dear one die, should be what kind of picture, see the mother of because of sad cry bitterly out of control again again after 18 years when grandfather dies.
I tell her biggest elder sister in that phone of the mother, namely my mother's eldest sister, calculate successive make sb the first aim of attack twice, still be overpowering serious illness after all, died on the sickbed of the hospital. The following day, mother's eldest sister by sent funeral parlour hastily, although brash bring blame sound again and again, the husband of mother's eldest sister still is holding to his decision.
Wearing when me very long when the black T-shirt that did not wear walks into old hall, the ceremony had begun. I am sober look at all the time lie in old hall in the center of, by the mother's eldest sister that white chrysanthemum surrounds ring and ring, gutty she just is in sleep deeply just [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the work force of makeup girl still is some skill, her countenance is unruffled very, I think she leaves that should not feel painful momently, can be reluctant to leave only and regret. In a cry, I sought maternal form, come quickly to the side of her, because I discover her complexion is cadaverous, already was close to the brim that break down. When the ceremony ends, the mother is blusterous even one side of good-bye mother's eldest sister, aphonia cries greatly, the body also comes down because of this wead and limp. I and father were driving her to walk out of old hall doorway, relatives and friends people all over the face of tear stains persuading a mother, make a mother more distress instead, I and father station are in aside the husband that cool detachment is visitting mother's eldest sister and her child is right all indifferently. Then, I pull the mother in the bosom, dabbing her back, whats do not say, just holding her in the arms closely, let her well cry, put an end to all likelihoods to disturb her element.
Return a grandmother that sees old to sit in the catnap on sofa, the big daughter that does not know oneself completely had left worldly. Tear does not stop suddenly flow, if lie in funeral parlour, is grandmother, how should I face the fact that happen calmly, also can resemble the mother of out of control, probably more serious.
That day in the evening, I sit in maternal bedside, when she says to me mother's eldest sister leaves [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she is in the spot, still think mother's eldest sister just was asleep. That is opposite momently for the mother, still be nightmare up to now.
One is tormented by serious illness the woman of most all one's life, in year when enjoying 66 years, still was forced to leave the world, it is during her skeleton is not cold, already melt into is cindery. Relevant Information:
[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
[link widoczny dla zalogowanych]
Post został pochwalony 0 razy
|
|