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Once had loved a person so greatly 3 years painful the first of 3 years of life is in love with I end in failure the pain that I hear to the sound of heartbreak knew makes wash a face to know what calls a back with the tear everyday also knew what is called try to show happyness when one is sad also
Left this memory to later too much and sad too great city changes an environment to think who can forget to know he and I am in same an urban sadness again by be locked in a seesaw struggle I loved him 3 years to hurt 3 years to think 6 years again however once also so effort
What the situation that heal bruise returned cut to come back to say he regretted to say he wants to say he once had looked for me to say he knows me all the time afresh in him nowadays says him to had never forgotten me to say he knows me eventually is good. . . . . . . Went why to come back even the life that we have respective life why to disturb me to calm again why when the even ferocious cut that pokes me has shed too much tear to hurt me for him, he is over there their in pairs is opposite me one person is lost in wind when think|||Recently, happened very a lot of more, whether can the character that I do not know to I had learned express his idea
Amount to come out... next already 3 many hours, I am all the time before computer, browsing ceaselessly card,
Not merely an edition piece, looked a lot of, do not know how to express oneself feeling however, a week passes
Contented, mix on Saturday the N in jar the friend that the friend still has new knowledge is together game, for a long time
Did not pass in that way, still sang in the evening... actually, I am not happy.
A lot of things are to say to not be clear about really, did not think of million the coincidence of 1/0, happen between us
I think all the time, my this all one's life can love a person, I leave him original, begin to use alcohol him anaesthesia
Make what oneself change gaunt [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], decadent, all night all night opening eye and night antagonism... all the time until encounter
another he, a few our simple words, can express a lot of, between us very talk come, but
Do not have a secret in order to say, although he all the time very mysterious, but I can feel his think of a way or say to be guessed, he says
I he is in me this is transparent, I laugh, the sort of laugh very comfortable... we are talked about all sorts of, meet from first time
Did not keep number, to QQ, phone... I begin to worry for him, change for him, fall in love with so
The person is flashy only, regrettablly... we cannot be together, yesterday I know is he is in all the time firm
Hold, he had never liked himself, the speech that shines on QQ screen lets what I am clear about realize, the dream should written guarantee
Bundle, I did not cry, I think the word that changing was before I can cry, but I am done not have, I and he chats, heart however
Cool slowly come down, like be sealed by ice, without tear, did not ache... true perhaps one individual ache
To proper time have coma only, I do not want to return the past, I was used to beside have him, although be silent only
Of silent, light.
Some people say this is love, some people say, this is not love, what is this after all? Saw small Nan their
Article, I begin to feel so similar, the relation between us is complex really, if what he says, the relation has a place
Random, I want to should be arranged arrange... become reconciled friend chats, she asks me, you are a plan look for a feeling or
Look for a love your, I did not ponder say, or looks for a love my, or with respect to a person. I begin a habit one
The individual thinks, a person is sad, a person shops, a person... do all businesses, perhaps, that
Portion happiness does not belong to me, I bless him, bless this individual that I had loved, he let me know compromise, let
I understand a lot of things, also let me begin coma, I am hit do not remove spirit to come again sweetheart, perhaps [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], true hemp
Wood...
Write here, remember steamed stuffed bun says to me suddenly " the person name flower that I love has advocate, I of love am miserable cannot bear
See. " can light laugh, I am very tired, in the body and heart very tired, do not be willing to be in the office even
move on the chair, do not want to have a meal, have kind of ineffable fear, afraid... him concern can have been returned
Go, afraid... worry about him meeting coma, afraid... him concern won't love, perhaps I can let holder
Disappointed.
With these a few months that he meets, a lot of people discover my change, it is he was not aware of too much only, or
Person by him cloak, when writing down these, the one act act in the past resembles the thrill through like the film, I desperately
The tear that does not let oneself stays, but my corners of the mouth still has Xian Xian's taste...
The life, if plain boiled water is drunk more commonly,be really do not have flavour more, I do not know how to let my life
Can a little better, I face everything what should happen without a tiny bit of effort, I begin to avoid, avoid not
The person is nice to mine; Avoid everything what happen.
To the life, I did not have passion, resemble the soot woman with very much classics of an all previous, I did not think too much
Law, I present, want to take the way that I go quietly only, without giving thought to how long, I present, can do no longer
Dream... coma, indifferently...
He, in me the dream that psychology is a happiness forever, because he let me grow, let my display vigour, I
People in the future can be very good friend, mutual all the time support goes...
I do not know this moment even what can oneself do, can use these pale character records only,
Record my good past...|||2005/05/04 Tuesday shade has rain
Night already very deep, but I still sleep to be not worn, why, I also do not know, be to thinking her? A long time ago the appearance that once was familiar with very emerges in the brain in me, appear her every act is so clearly still in my head, but we had parted company two years many, not should such, she had had new life, and I? Why to still live in before in memory? Perhaps be the too deep cause of my defect, she is already deep in the memory in me hit not to efface brand forever, all the time I am thinking, if we did not part company, what appearance should we be now? If a lot of things we can well say, what appearance are we now? If... ... , if,had done not have now, but her new life is what kind of, happy? Be her what want? My have no way is witting, I also know without courage, what pass because of her is good with bad, she is not beside my, cannot share with me forever, all these also has nothing to do with me, but unluckily my psychology still is thinking her, somebody has asked me, if she came back,say, want to begin afresh with me, am I willing? My none hesitant answer says, a lot of things do not say to be able to turn round, although I still am loving her, although I still am thinking her, although she appears to still be done not have in my life,leave completely, but, I can say sorry to only, already impossible, not only it is now, part company in us that momently, had been destined we are such ending, it seems that " the predestined relationship does not have a portion " use on our body to be in appropriate did not pass.
Once mirth at the moment already far go, the life of a person is alone, brief moil can let me do not consider everything, but one but at leisure comes down, the sort of fear to loneliness, of the space quiet, do not have method to overcome [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], I had been tired of this alone life really, but no less than other girls are held however in my heart, always like to be able to 't help go doing quite, come so, ending canned be imagined, I do not want to harming others, I gradually liked to get on this kind a person is in darkness the harm of fine number associate with, be in it seems that aching drip almost that one instant of blood, experienced a kind of pleasure [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], the pleasure of a kind of approximate allergy. I how?
Everything or step-by-step in that way continuity are worn, encourage to oneself everyday, live in order to discover to oneself good longing, cheating his occasionally also is an interesting thing, when what when you discovery is cheated by oneself, almost acedia, when but become oneself to go again,be being cheated, justice without return consider be duped again, the person is occasionally such, go explaining all these without method, once the in that way profundity in everything or the memory in me, still be the in that way heart drop blood that can let me, but the day shines [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], can have wrapped up like me the heart of that blood, continue to be cheated by oneself, continue to look forward to good life. Relevant Information:
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